Holy Drum and Bass

Back home from a great vacation. Unfortunately I always feel like they're too short. I really have to start taking my moms advice and making them longer than a week. At least this year we came home to sunny skies.

The weather was perfect and so was the wedding. we didnt notice but the balcony's from hotel and bar patio was packed with onlookers so after we kissed, everyone from the balcony. bar and beach started cheering. it was really cool.

Had to postpone our wedding till tomorrow due to rain. I guess thats a good thing with small beach weddings. There's flexibility to change things around if needed.

Leaving for Myrtle Beach on Friday, getting married Monday. Hopefully the weather stays calm for a little bit.

Is about ready too lose his mind!

Got in trouble this morning for eating too much yogurt last night. I was hungry!

Having diabetes really REALLY sucks. I hate poking my fingers 6x a day and I’m really hating this diet where I can’t eat hardly anything except food that I don’t like BUT I can say this ... maybe it's a blessing in disguise; today is my 50th day of not smoking, I’m eating right & have this wonderful person in my lif...

I found out today that I have diabetes. Anybody got any "dos or donts" tips on what to eat. Im unfamiliar with everything. I know that I have to start taking medicine and testing my glucose with some device that I have to pick up. All I know is I've been having some major fatigue issues and I'm praying that this is...

Im on day 40 of not smoking. Im slowly starting to feel better, maybe the nice weather today will help. My baby girl is 1 today. Wow that went by fast. Went to hug her this morning but she had a flood of snot coming down her nose. My stomach doesnt handle seeing snot very well but I still couldnt hug her after her m...

Well today is the anniversary of my baby sisters death due to breast cancer. I've done really good, Its hard to believe its been 3 years; it seems like just yesterday when the worst day of my life came about but I know there isnt a single day that I dont think about and miss her and I know in my heart that I will se...

Vicki is tanning, Ryleigh pooped & kept trying to crawl away from me while Im trying to clean her butt ... got that handled. Took the dirty diaper to the trash & came back in to see Madysen trying to ride Ryleigh like a horse ... got that handled. Madysen decided to change herself for the 4th time but put everything...

Made it to Arlington, VA. All I can say is it was an interesting flight. Got delayed twice because they had to do "Maintenance" and test flights on the plane. Not exactly what I wanted to hear considering Im paranoid of flying. The plane was so stinking small, I practically had my knees in my face for an hour.

On day 20 of not smoking. This week has been VERY rough. Earlier in the week I had cravings all day, yesterday & today were at least confined to the evening so Im hoping that its going to get better. I have to fly to Virginia Sunday so that should be another test seeing that I get real nervous before I fly.

I look like Ace Ventura when he was shoving a bunch of gum in his mouth. I put 12 pieces in my mouth and then my mom came in my office at work and I couldnt talk.

On day 15 of not smoking and now Im off the medicine. I could have got another month of Chantix but didnt see spending another $160 when Im doing pretty good plus I need to see how Im going to do without it. Oh and the fingers are doing better! lol.

Thanks to everyone for the Birthday wishes. That made an otherwise crappy Monday go a little better. Sinuses are keeping me up at night and my 10th day of not smoking had me a little cranky but doing much better now. Vicki made a nice steak dinner that we enjoyed with her parents.

I officially hit the 1 week mark without a cigarette. I've been really sick since Wednesday with some nasty flu bug plus a really bad sore throat which actually helped with me not smoking. Still wanting to light up when I do certain things but it's too late ... I've gone too far and refuse to give in. Ive got 5 more...